'I'm not a particularly externally emotional person. Matthews' younger brother Michael disappeared on Mt Everest in 1999 after becoming the youngest Brit to conquer the world's highest mountain at the age of 22. And the professionals closed ranks and refused to speak to us, or to our lawyers, or to the press, or to the television people. NowSpencer Matthews has revealed he 'never really processed' his death until 'just now', adding that he assumed the 'superhero' would return. 'I felt they were fine,' he said. In Spencer's 2013 bookConfessions of a Chelsea Boy: The Autobiography, he discussed the devastating loss of his sibling. This means that we may include adverts from us and third parties based on our knowledge of you. Each email has a link to unsubscribe. Of the unanswered questions surrounding the death, Spencer went on: 'We have not been able to say goodbye in person. Rather navely, he said, I assumed the one thing that we humans can do very, very well is make equipment that doesnt fail., On Everest, a Trail of Old and Faulty Oxygen Equipment, https://www.nytimes.com/2019/04/23/sports/everest-climbing-oxygen.html. Nevertheless, seeing another family able to find the closure he had not found brought him a different kind of peace. Although he reached the summit of the world's highest mountain, he became separated from his group on the route down. 'We really tried. Spencer most recently entered the Ice Ultra, which is a 230km self sufficient foot race (carrying all food and equipment) through the mountains of Arctic Sweden. With just a year and a half between them, he and Mike were the closest of friends. The second search mission was going smoothly at first. Creating the documentary allowed the former reality star to discover footage of his brother he didn't even know existed. Their new niece and nephew Princess Charlotte and Prince George both had small roles in the bridal party. He was so accustomed to being so strong that he could always push himself further. Michael Matthews was an avid and experienced climber (Picture: Disney+) But three hours after he reached the top of the world . Jessica Warren For Mailonline, The experienced mountaineerMr Matthews, who had previously conquered Kilimanjaro, died in 1999, Preparing to say the final goodbye to the Queen: Prince Harry puffs out his cheeks as he gets into car with Meghan as King Charles and family leave St George's Chapel ahead of Her Majesty's burial, From 4,000 servicemen to one pony, and the tears of a King: Striking images seen by billions capture the pitch-perfect day of ceremony and emotion as Britain and the Royal Family said farewell to a beloved sovereign, Fears for missing British grandfather who vanished on a snorkeling trip in Bali as his son insists the Bear Grylls fan IS still alive and 'surviving in the jungle'. Leaving the clear blue skies of the summit, she and her fellow climbers descended into a fierce snowstorm. James Matthews lost his brother in tragic accident on Mt Everest 'We actually had an expedition on Everest to try to recover the body of the brother of a good friend, who climbed it the year after I was there but was never found,' Mr Grylls said. In Finding Michael, produced by TV adventurer Bear Grylls, Spencer is joined by Canadian climber Dave Rodney, who was on the tragic expedition. He was the youngest Brit to reach its peak, but on the way down, Micheal and his team were hit with heavy snow and .